I can feel myself maturing, growing up & it’s all happening in a short period of time …idk why , it’s really just started happening & I guess now I’m making sure I stick with it ..for my mom. I’m the man of my household & it’s time I started acting like it . I think it’s because I realize how close I am to graduating & I just need to grow up . Trying to show my mom I’m responsible & that she can trust me to make the right decisions with everything , the family , money , my future, school & all that . I’m done been lazy , hard-work is turning into something normal for me , respect is what I’m gaining a lot more of , no more lying , complete honesty ..if I make a poor choice or decision ..I’ll just have to accept the consequence & use it to make me stronger ..I’m keeping my faith strong & my walk with God is great . I’m hoping all this helps me with my relationships with girls too ..hopefully it’s make me not only a better boyfriend but a better man to all women …I guess I’m done being a boy & I’m turning into a MAN .
its a scary thing loving someone, you end up giving yourself up to them. Emotionally, mentally and physically. you become vulnerable, you give them the power to crush your heart at any moment. Theres also that fear that they might find someone better or they might stop loving you and its not…

HOW TO LOVE A WOMAN
“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there. -Bob Marley
No matter what type of blog you have, this wouldn’t mess it up. I love Jesus Christ for dying on the cross for me. Thank You, Jesus, I love You.